cus i just noticed how pathetic this blog is bahahahas.

headache.oww.

nth much happened.today had cip,collected loads of recyclable items.then stayed back in sch for anco stuff.then slacked.and nap.yesterday was pretty much awesome.after cca training.waited for van.then went with denise to slack and chat.then go buy snacks eat.then she went home.on the way,saw tom and yanhan.so then i stop to chat with them.chat until about more than half an hour.THEY SO DIRTY-MINDED!.wtf,but fun to chat with,teehees.

ok.nth much to say.ok.byee:D

reach for the stars and catch that special star.hopefully ur dream will come true.
fat hopes.
i think.

wow.feeling so emo these days.cus can feel loadsa failure and self-detesting moments.i dont know how my future got to here.its ok.not so bad.thats wad i think.felt like i let down alot of people,my friends.sometimes i cant help but admit it but i've lost me quite a fair bit.why?how should i know.well i do know.i know im ruining everything but i cant stop.cus i cant.

effyouh.
teehees.
nicole;)))

going round in circles.and im dizzy.

argshh.so long no blog.i think.june holidays was awesome.i barely did my hw.now back to seriousness.gonna geek out. i think. spent past two days at home. its kinda awesome. finished first season of glee.hehhes. yeha:D

tomorrow gonna watch eclipse. ehhehehs.im team humans.or werewolves.cus i like tanned. weird huh.i wanna get tanned. i dun wanna be fair skin.hahhahaas.hmph.nth much to blog.

ohwell,byebyes
nicole;))

the pretty blue sky flying. the streets making music. the lights flashing non-stop. the shadows dancing crazily.

today is a really pathetic day.honestly i cant believe i spend the whole day just sitting around. tv,toilet,comp.amazing.one beautiful day gone again.not that its really beautiful. not everything,not everyone is beautiful.but i could try to pretend it is.and yes im freakin bored.i just wish to take a holiday somewhere.if i could get the money,i would take the first plane out of singapore even if it meant a 14-hour flight or so.ugh.

holidays are the best but im patheticly spending it.enough.gotta let loose and have the time of my life man.

outtahere,
nicole:))

um..no,thats wrong.im just watchin disaster movie,thats why.

now im speecheless.quite.

recovering from my tiny flu.

thinking of shopping.

thinkin of clouds,rainbows and flying chocolates.

wow,im crapping.again.

okay,my tumblr site: http://sleepbysunset.tumblr.com/
but this blog will still be here yeahs.

nicole;))

why do they have to be so pretty?so perfect.they compliment the nature.they dance.they smile.if i could just be like a flower...

days and im still not forgetting.i know im starting to get real pathetic.but i cant help it sometimes really.i guess its natural of me.im stubborm.and yes,i've known that a long time.hmphhff.

CAMP ANCO2010.okk,lets see.TORTURE!ahahhahah.ok,but its not that bsuper bad to the extreme.but its 94.8% horrible.i dunno how i calculated that but yeahh...the rest is quite awesome.i think we were really a bad batch of cadets.poor thing.but we were quite alright.there were quite a few LOL moments.but also loadsa punishments and shoutings from officers/instructors.nice. but survived it.and i finally appreciated showering.the thought of not showering alot is just painful.but i did at least wash my hair two times.in 3 days.ARGH.but quite ok.it was badly-ok:D

today went yan house.i woke up and lazed around.showered and then go her house.rang her home,no answer.yan at her aunt house.AGH.then walked to her aunt hse.thn go bbss.i snuck in there by wearing her sch pe top.hahahhahas.couldnt find her 'cher.so went out."STRIPPED" off the top.but i was wearing me lil'miss tee kays.HAAHAaHa.went to wm.library.popular.thn subway!we mixed the crazy drink.and yeah yan,you got ur cookie!:Dback to bbss,found tcher,strip,yan's aunt house.took CAB to my house,got stuff,then CAB back.i mean thats crazy right?!thn went to get yan's hair cut.its awesome.so pretty!:Dthn back to her house.snapsnapsnap.thn back her aunt's house.watched her go crazy over audi:P.then home.
REALLY FUN DAY!thanks yan bffl!:Dbut wished drea was there too!:D

at the end of the day,you got to be happy.

crazyeee,
nicole;)))

i wish i could.yep,another wish gone.

days pass by, and i still cant get over you. i think of you everyday at least about five times.y'know,i regret not telling you everything i should have said.but you cant hear me now that you've left,right?i didnt tell you everything,my mistakes,my dreams,everything i've achieved,and i couldnt do that,i dunno why.i guess i was such a failure.but there's one thing i will always remember,i love you.i miss you.and i want to be there for you.i remember most of the moments shared with you,since young,since i could start remembering.and i thank you for caring so much for me.i really hope you're in a better place.i promise i will study hard and find someone in the future.i really miss you.i love you.rest well granny

life goes on.i dont know much anymore.got anco camp.urgh..but i'll take it,get it over with.and byebye to it.hmphff.im really clueless about how i feel nowadays.i dunno wat to feel.i think i've made too many mistakes.and i still am.and i will.i just cant stop.i dont know why.im really imperfect.i dunno why.suddenly,i just dont feel like being here anymore.i always dont wanna be here.i just want to be in a quiet place.near a beach.friendly peepos.a happy life.i dont know why.there are some things that i dont regret.yet they are painful.

hmphhff.
i dunno why.i jus keep thinking of you.maybe i really like you.but i have to move on.cus i know that you dont feel the way i do.i've accepted it.and so,life continues.


a million things,
nicole;///