it felt like a downfall.it felt like you was heading for the ground from a hill which reached to the sky without ending.things havent been that smooth,definitely rough.and no,im not asking for your sympathy nor any pathethic critiscm.no sarcartism.and dont give a spelling check.yep.psle is coming soon.but what i hear is study hard and if you dont you will get detained blabla.well how about this.i know what i am allowed and not allowed to do.sometimes its like people say things but not in a clear way.and the unclear way becomes a misunderstood way.

counting seconds are like counting time til your death.
crying out loud is like tearing away murderous memories.
typing this is like...typing this??

what to do?what to do?just sit here?and wish that my results will appear infront of my face sparkling with gold.damn dreamy.

pestering...what the heck am i talkin about...oh....bb