what am i jelous of?almost everything.but i throw all those sh!t away.cus jealousy cures nothing.

these week like dont know what.just hate everything these days.everyday i want more,everyday i want less.and tonight just felt it,i want to SCREAM!!!!!!!!dont know why.i dont get what is it with perfection.i hate perfection.but there are just that many times when i try super hard to be perfect.i feel wasted.oh wait.thats not the right term.yup,but i feel wasted.school holidays start.and i know what its going to be like, HOMEWORK,REVISE,SCHOOL,COMP,TV or FRIENDS.and thats sad.bcus i know revise is what im forced to do.suddenly that feeling comes again. I WANT TO GO BACK TO AUSTRALIA,I WANT TO BE ALONE.I WANT TO BE ANYWHERE BUT HERE,FOR NOW.yup.just cant take it.im cold.why is it when i want rain,it gives me sunshine,and when i want sunshine,it gives me rain.shoot.im emo-ing.but who cares.no one.even seein my bffls might not cure.sorry drea and yan.

want to dance,ahaha.thats waht happens when nicole feels cold.she wants to do the most outrageous and stupidest things,but to no avail due to parents obstruction.i could really use a horror movie right now.like THE FINAL DESTINATION.even though i heard it sucks,its better than nothing.but the stupid cinemas had to put it M18.where can like that.wahtever.watched PROM NIGHT already.dont want watch it again.TWILIGHT...not creepy enough.shoot.no horror movies watch.and thats cus my 'rents dont like me watching violent stuff.ugh.ughh.UGH.

ohkaye.nicole's done emo-ing.

when good girls go bad,
nicole;)))