it happened on the 31st october 2009.there was a girl,sitting at the table,and....she was attempting to be scary,but failed so.

eeyuh.its halloween night and instead of being out,im stuck home.i tried some fake blood but i know it looks like water colours on my face.ridiculous.no spirit of halloween peeps?urgh.oh shit.i dont thin ki can remove the stain.argh...got fake blood on my face.ahhaha.sian....schools over,starting to miss it.i think on monday might follow grandmother to hospital.then tues,go out with friends?weds and fri got cca.aiyohs.sat got celebrate my grandmother and me birthday.kind of like one week gone huhs.eeyuk.holiday got homework.wat the?hmmm,but its two months,faor enough yeahs.today i must be in happier mood huhhs?

with loves,
nicole;))

seriously.

why does one bad thing have to folllow another?this week is definitely the worst week ever yeahs.wat sorta luck did i get?makes me wanna cry.cus u dont know how bad things are.im happy and single.which kinda has its good points but in whole,things are really bad.today last day of school for the year.yes im promoted to sec2e1 next year,yays.but waht will next year be like?i dunnope.today we gave ms neo and ms teo the appreciation thing,so sweet of us,right?!haha.anyways.yah,but so sad cus im gonna miss 2 months of fun,laughter,sillyness smarty ass-es.my 1e1 '09 is such a great class.my dear farzana,rena,wan nee,such lovely friends.and azreen yeahs!crazy cheery vivian!every of the girls rocks too.also got boys luhhs,cute teddy bear asri.SUPPERRR-funny talkative jacob.bro pet enen.dramatic and talented danial.aiyohss,i might even miss boon hian's annoying gayness,which is NOT a bad thing.

haiis.really miss everyone now.so much.and the dude.wont say.
to rena,please dont be unhappy,you're my bestie and watever happens, you will always be my bestie.
dot,
nicole;)))

worst week so far.too many bad things.and im a free-thinker but why did god punish us?;(im sad

scary things happened.sad things happened.its too hard to tell many peeple.school ending but its all going wrong.but today was a really bad day,maybe not for me but yup im sad.but i'll be alright?cheer ups.getting bored.tired.dunno.this is going to be a short post.cant wait for holidays.holidays confirm got training;dont want go but will,its ok.cant wait for my bday;D...ok im damn emo.or happy.bcus of someone,somethihng.

rena,please cheer up;

to..i might like you?

;D,
nicole;)))

im back to my emo days.thanks to yuhs.

this week,nope so far not the best week yeahs?everyday im happy but always got this sucky feeling.im just not as cheerful anymore.cus feel so...frick,doesnt matters.results this term quite disappointing liaos.mostly average marks.no super A1 s'.or not all A s'.english like shit the marks.haiis.now im troubled by so many things.father probably disappointed with my marks,yuh always think i not prepared,never put in enough effort.yup.thats my prob.but wat's ur prob.i know im lazy and i leave things to last min,always lagging.but i try to change that but im just not perfect yeahs.

ok.talk happier talk.my bday coming sooner,YEAH!cant wait.and when its my bday,i get to do WHATEVER I WANT.sorry if that sounds biatch-ey but yep thats how im gonna put it.im gonna be happy.and i cant let ANYTHING or ANYONE stress and upset me.hope cca training wont b on that day,cus if got,im so not going.duh.anyway,my blog is getting dead-er.will try tag more peeps if i not lazy.ehh wat that means...meanss...hmm.yup i totally lags,my brain cant process info fast enough.

not a smart girl,
nicole;)))

and thats the way life is,so treasure it.when u go thru hard times,fight against it.when u go thru good times,celebrate it.lame,thats me.oh wait.wat am i talking about?

today life as usual.when for weekend activity.come home bathed.com-ed.as usual.then went for night run again.did i say i love night runs?i do.u might not think im sporty but i jus love night runs cus it makes me feel like im nowhere and i can vent out all my anger.nehnehneh;feeling hyper currently.cus thats me,not all th time.oh damn.here is my talking crap moments again.im back to my usual habit of talking crap.damn.cca resumed.got first aid test.now i only cant wait til my bday and hanging out with my friends.go back bugis.go shoppingshoppingshopping;DD

my results for exam not tht good luhs.my chinese passed by a few marks like that.baddehs.maths deprove.sci n hist okok.a little improve yeahh;

im going now,
nicole;))))

what makes me happy?happiness.i guess.

today,i celebrated my day by going to bugis.with rena.woke up early bout 9 plus so can earn cash to buy my shopping stuff.superr excited.course.its shopping.then rushed around afternn meet rena.we took mrt to bugis.got these guy stand bside me in mrt.can uh see is armpit hair.EEYUKS;anyway.took to bugis.went bugis street.got lost for awhile but soon was easy.very shy to looking in shops.but then started looking at loadsa clothes.OMG!soo nice.loadsaloadsa shops and quite cheap except a few.at last bought animal print tee,skirt and denim vest.omg i love them soo much.then went bugis junction.we walked around.and rena had lunch.took neoprints.went imm with family.overall,had a suppppppppppperrr great time.

tomoro plan to clear some clothes for new ones.cant wait for bdayeee;D

i love bugis street-lame i know,
nicole;))))

what more do you want?to completely wreck my life.but hey,that will never happen.

yay.finally finish exams.yaaaaaaayy.sorry,not much mood.cus farzana mum dun allow her go bugis tomolo and stupid movie cant watch and cant transfer music.ferk.wtff.why so complicated.stupidstupid phone.at least managed watch final destination dvd about half of it.so nice.but watevs.stupidstupid.why am i such a bad tech person.ugh......ok.im whining.i hate maths olympiad.sorry luhs.its just this way.the thing superb boring and i cant get out of the room for 1 min even.wtf.should have been in good mood today but its completely the other way round.

hope tomorrow will be a better day.

whatever,
nicole;)))

YEEEEEE!im so happy!kiss goodbye to exams.and crazy is my part middle name.

sort of.two more exams then can rest.i kinda gave up on geog and lit,so cross my fingers it turns out well.all exams kay-kay.but caused me late nights burning midnight oil.right.sure my fault.im the person who leaves things to the last min.god i hate my stupid habits.gotta change this habits.is it callled procrastination?i think should be.watevs.cant wait holiday.my bday.i mean my bday today.hehhehe.i want partypartyparty.sorry.my sugar levels are sky high;usually after exams so,im high!!holidaysholidaysholidays...still waiting.anyway short posting.gotta keep my plurk alive;DDor facebook;D

u dont know my bday;D,
nicole;))))