is the greatest thing ever.smiles included.but it aint a great thing if ur laughs are all just fake.like how fake smiles are just so un-natural.

life goes on.manz,today could have been usual but went to school cus open house for sjab.but end up do nothing much except wear the freakin outfit and sweat loads.helped move things here and there.so thats all i guess,i also did vomit in school after drinking one packet of milo.wow.milo can be mean.sad.after that went home bathed and did my maths.so good girl yeahs.jus admiring the rain.isnt it just great.but i pity the clouds that are crying.why emo.guess another day gone.boring but another day of my great life.im learning to appreciate life you know.

guess you didnt know,
nicole;)))

yes.happiness is my every breath.without happiness,i would faint.hmmm.too dramatic.but yes,my life isnt life if there is no happiness.

someone should teach me not to write so much crap in my posts hahas.i dont know.then again,its my freedom and i love and,am proud to say that my blog is CRAP-TASTIC and full of LAME-NESS.but honestly i think im writing nothing which makes sense ya know.i dunno wat the heck im talking about now...anyways,november is coming to an end soon.and cca ending soon.got open house this week and i think we have to do our foot drills,which im not keen on.how should i escape?hahhas.shhh.aah.i also havnt complete homework,sad.but at least i completed my chinese.BOOYEAHs.ok sorry for lameness.yea.but i cant wait for christmas shopping.not that i love spending money but c'mon,isnt it great jus tuh spread the loves?and all that prettypretty stuff.yes,nicole is being lame and childish.but thats the way its goin down.hahahs.ok,joking.

anyways,bye to bday month,soon,
nicole;)))

in the real world,that is.learn to appreciate life and live it.dont emo.act emo but dont emo.dont try or get urself killed.love everyone,even strangers.go out more.meet new peeps.~that is the no. 1 most important part of today and forever.

man,last week had to be the best week.of this whole entire yr,so far!my cousin,B,came over then we show hi maround singapore.morning saturday went to somewhere near mrt there eat prata.go home changed and we went to the wave bridge and henderson park.kinda dreaded it but it was so cool.took pics.failed those 3 attempts.anyways home and change again then went with bro and B to republic poly.we were meant to see that drum festival concert or wat there but had to wait for B's fren vivian.nope not my vivian hahahs.but she was superr late and we kinda gatecrashed the concert,but not much,we saw the ending of the concert,but it was free.hahas.then V took us around the poly,she is a pretty crazy girl.then she actually want bring us go little india or city hall but its like about nearing 10,sure wont make it home in time.so instead go house downstairs chat lorhs.went to playground sit there.we talked for about more than half an hour i guess.bout boys and religion stuff.whoa man,it was so fun.sunday went lunch at coffeeshop,then go temple.then B bring us go city hall there have godivas choc ice blended.so ex lehs.lucky not i pay,TEEHEE!haahas.overall,it was a great weekend and i would do that over again.i want go out and meet more peeps hhahahas.make frens with strangers hahahs.yup,im brainwashed.no,not really...

dreading sjab.doesnt matter.few more weeks to endure.yeah.hmmm.AAH.

love my life,
nicole;)))

and life continues on.

yesterday was a superr great day!went out with bffls drea and yan.met them at BB mrt and mrt-tehhd to outram park and change to harbourfront.went vivo and bought snacks from toysrus!hahahs.kid at heart.then had long john silver's fr lunch and we walked around,played in fake pool and go buy more sweets:Dthen went to bugis,took neoprints which cost $45 in total.not $44 drea and yan...hehehs,yup,much money gone.then go bugis street i bought another tee while drea bought tht jumpsuit which she looks freaking hot in and im jelous of.yan got earrings.home,whoa.i nearly got killed cus i was standing so close the edge of mrt trackss..AAH.but me and drea got seats cus yan got pushed into earlier train hahhas.home and later went out at night for sushi to celebrate.home my mummy gave tiny little pastry for me bday..AWW;D

special thank yous to my dearest bffls and frends who wished me happy bday yeahs;)

when did it change,
nicole;)

did i spell thirteen right?

yay.im so happy.its two more days peeps.two more freaking lovely days.in fact i dont mind waiting a tad longer.im so happy.but last night wasnt a goodgood night.in fact id rather be at home playing barbies then be at where i was last night.ok,thats a big lie.i dont play wif barbies.last night went to grandmother house to celebrate hers' and mines' bday.before went there had a big wardrobe malfunction.jus couldnt decide wat to where.then jus put on something.then and up make mummy angry cus she wasted time on me.wtf.so went grandmother house kinda got pissed off by almost everyone.those aunts so gossip-y.ff.haiis,but its ok lohs.should be grateful right?!yup,thanks fr all the red packets.or golden ones.watevs.today did nothing much.evening watched mtv emas cus i missed it.ummm.hmm.im jus looking forward to tuesday.i dont expect people to give me gifts.i jus want people to say happy bday to me.and thats the best gift i can ask for.SERIOUS.XD

the spark died off.there was no connection.

the current didnt survive,
nicole;)

yep.i guess so.i deserve better.not that you werent great.its just that i really got tired of waiting for something to happen.you.

hmm.very tired.listening to music and chatting with dear bffls!cca training so far okay luhs.today had geog field trip.so hott.go guilin view.done go for cca.sec2seniors got their results.congrats uhh!i scared next year sec2 uhhs.hmm.6 more days!hehe.yay,cant wait.ohmygee.gee.ohmgee.i think im addicted to using ohmygee,gee,ohmgee.everything gee.and nehs.crazy right.tomoro go with grandmother again in morning then probably go yan house.gotta get present and i then its friday.damn shits.haiis.nowadays sleep late then morning like very dead.i need go shopping.i mean i want.and oso want change blogskin.its getting boring.haiis.bored and tired..haiis.

happy chatting,
nicole;)))

no one to talk with.chat with.laugh with.laugh at.annoy.man,its the first day of school holidays and i already bored.;X

today woke up around 6 plus,showered and went to aunt place.i accompany my grandmother go hospital for her treatment thing.must spend more time with grandmother.then ate a bit and went home.make me feel older but in a more responsible way luhs.hehehs.went back grandmother's house.stayed for awhile then went home.took a nap about 4 plus i guess.one afternoon gone.and now its night.aiyohs.really miss my 1e1 friends.next year 2e1,hope that its still the same,or better.hahas.but 1e1 will always 2e1.and so on.okay,makes no sense.i dont make sense at all.hmph,this week got sjab training.and hav to wear stupid half-u.blehs.okay,must cheeer up before i emo again.

waiting for...,
nicole;)