i wish i could.yep,another wish gone.

days pass by, and i still cant get over you. i think of you everyday at least about five times.y'know,i regret not telling you everything i should have said.but you cant hear me now that you've left,right?i didnt tell you everything,my mistakes,my dreams,everything i've achieved,and i couldnt do that,i dunno why.i guess i was such a failure.but there's one thing i will always remember,i love you.i miss you.and i want to be there for you.i remember most of the moments shared with you,since young,since i could start remembering.and i thank you for caring so much for me.i really hope you're in a better place.i promise i will study hard and find someone in the future.i really miss you.i love you.rest well granny

life goes on.i dont know much anymore.got anco camp.urgh..but i'll take it,get it over with.and byebye to it.hmphff.im really clueless about how i feel nowadays.i dunno wat to feel.i think i've made too many mistakes.and i still am.and i will.i just cant stop.i dont know why.im really imperfect.i dunno why.suddenly,i just dont feel like being here anymore.i always dont wanna be here.i just want to be in a quiet place.near a beach.friendly peepos.a happy life.i dont know why.there are some things that i dont regret.yet they are painful.

hmphhff.
i dunno why.i jus keep thinking of you.maybe i really like you.but i have to move on.cus i know that you dont feel the way i do.i've accepted it.and so,life continues.


a million things,
nicole;///