we cant live forever.we cant love forever.we cant have forever.but we can have a veryverylongtime.

it was a shock.it was a crash.i had it all but i wasted everything.now theres so much regret left.at the same time,there were so many good memories im keeping.they tell me to let go;you're in a better place.but i'll not take those for answers.im stubborn.i cant let go.but im trying.right now,my mind is going through all those pretty moments we shared.you've been there for me since i was born,and i'll never forget that.i will never forget you.maybe i will try to accept the fact that you're gone already.i have always loved you,i love you,and i will always love you.i miss you.i really miss you.i cant stop wishing i could say many things to you if i was given jus a few more
mins with you.im sorry.i love you granny.

thanks for being there for me.the most.quite.hmph.

sleepwell,
nicole;)